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Sunday, October 24, 2010

~对不起~ - 难过的

除了,对不起,我能说的也只有“对不起”!
我真的很想“放弃”了!
你也累了,我也一样!
我知道你也很努力的付出。 。 。
我没怪你!问题是在于我,不是你!
我真的需要“时间”好好的让我自己休息!
当我放手了,不要觉得我不再是“Calvin”了,
我这是很累了,想停下脚步。。。。
对不起!

我还是会难过还有心痛的!因为,我在乎!
不过,这是我必须要学习的。。。
懂得的放开才是让你我都快乐!

对不起!

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

~跟你说。。。~ - 累了


跟你说
。 。 。

我真的很在乎”

我也真的 很心痛”

我也会 “难过”

但我真的 “无力了 "

因为
, 我 "真的很累" 。。。

Sunday, June 6, 2010

~More than Exhausted~ - Heartbroken

Seems to be no longer "Strong" Calvin here
He's now more than

EXHAUSTED
HEARTBROKEN
WEAK

The previous "ME" had gone very far ....
not far from God
but far from people
yet, I still faithful to believe in Him
for all things and all matters

Sometimes, it is better not to be known of many things rather than to be known of everything because it will hurts you even greater! Yet, it seems not a matter if you see it in a way that you're right according your own measurements, but indeed, it is not true or fact to be!

God, I'm so so so heartbroken looking of that! Please do strengthen me, guide me, teach me and carry me! I'm now so "more than exhausted"!!!

Thursday, April 29, 2010

I'm so "Weak" now! =(

I'm so tired
to the point of "Exhausted"
I know I'm "WEAK"

PhYsIcAlLy

MeNtAlLy

EmOtIoNaLly

Spiritually


But . . . .

God is always being so "good" to me

that His love always sustain and remain me

together with His "Almighty Strength"

Every moments in my LiFe endures by

His "Everlasting Love"

He carrys me throughout the journey

He always understood me
Understand
what is in my mind!
what is happen to me!
how I feel!
what I want!
what I can't!
what I can!
and the most important
"He understand me" !
Thank You Lord for your
faItHfUlNeSs " LoVe" that makes me
to HavE "fAitH" In yOu
aNd ReCeIvEs "HoPe"
PhIlLiPiAnS 4:13 I cAn dO aLl ThInGs ThRoUgH cHrIsT whO GiVeS mE sTrEnGtH =)

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

-My Travelling Journey (1st Part) - Enjoy =)

Hey guys, I'm back! It's been a long time I've never update my blog.Sorry guys, for the late updates. In recently these two months, I've been quite busy in my interning work as there were many promo tour and concerts to run. As all of you should know that an event company is busy all the time with it's event everyday.... running here and there. And now, I'm the one who is experiencing the tiredness and busyness in running for events.

About two months only, I've never update my blog, yet it seems many things had happen. Within these two months of interning in an event management company, I indeed have learn a lot from basic to difficult and from non-challenging to challenging.As an intern student who is doing internship in a company, we have no right to choose what our job scope is and not even propose a thing because we were stated as an intern student without experience.

Once I knew that each company were the same, then, I just trust the Lord and pray for my internship. As this, God has given me 3 principles which were "HUMBLE" , "WILLING TO LEARN AND LISTEN" & "SACRIFICE". These are what makes me survive until now! Thank God!

As all of my colleague are very kind and friendly. They treat me well and willing to teach me, although sometimes, way of doing things and ways of thinking are totally different, but as long as I hold on to my principle as a newly intern identity who comes to learn "Not" to teach, then, I'll be covered by the favor of God!

I've been doing my intern for 9 weeks and now I've left only 4 more weeks to go to accomplish my interns!Within these 9 weeks, Ive been running to different places in KL, Johor, Malacca and Genting for the events. It's a tiring and exhausted journey but challenging and exciting point to grow! It will be a great growing experience for me as I finished my intern, I believe!

So,tht's my intern life! A part from my intern life, I do have my Bros and Sisters together with me who always give me strength, encouragement and support. Here, just to say a little Thank You to Hope Serdang Bros and Sis (Uniten & UPM Group) especially Brother Kui Woon, Brother Kit Win, Sister Helen, Bro Benjamin, Bro Raymond..... and so on!

Not the least, Hope Kampar Bros and Sisters! U'll are the great ones too! Thank You very much.

Ooopppss, I think it's enough for today! It's been a long gas of me, so long bedtime story! You'll should have fall asleep now! HEHE.....

See ya! =) God bless all of you.

23/02/2010, Dinner with colleague at Shogun.

~One Utama,Shopping Mall~

It's Me, Calvin... Haha,wanna eat sushi?


Sushi...... Sushi!!!!
Eating sushi at "Shogun" in One Utama! =)


Winnie & Ivan! My colleague...


Calvin & Ivan at One Utama, Bowling Centre!


2/02/2010 - 21/02/2010,CNY Celebration at Teluk Cempedak & East Coast Mall,Kuantan.

During the week where I'm back to Kuantan for Chinese New Year celebration, I had a very fruitful time with my family and friends. Within this whole week in Kuantan, I had met my secondary friends for gathering and also watch movie together. I'm so freak that I can watched 6 movies in 10 days.

Haha! This is because some say this movie is very nice and there are some also say that movie is very nice. Then, I just go watch it with whoever that wanna to watch.But, had no regret for watching so many movies because it's interesting and nice!Below were the movies that I've watch it during Chinese New Year season! =)

*PERCY JACKSON AND THE LIGHTNING THIEF*


*72 TENANTS*


*HERE COMES FORTUNE*


*LITTLE BIG SOLDIER*


*14 BLADES*


*THE BOOK OF ELI*



Kai Ma & Kai Ba, thank you for your care and love towards me since you've taken me as your Kai Zhai! I really appreciate both of you very much as you'll had thought me as your real son to treat! Love You, Kai Ma, Kai Ba. Thank You...!

And I also wanted to thanx to my little brother, Mr.TC Chia... haha! Thank you, brother for your help and support too. Wish you all the best in your studies! Jia You =)

Who are they? They are my family as well, Kai Ba,Kai Ma and my Kai' siblings!


I'm so glad to meet back my friends in secondary school during CNY, yet all of us also have some changes within a year time. The Feeling was just like meeting back an old friend that had lost connection for years...... it's so satisfy once I've met them. Haha....

And I also like to take this time, to say thank you to my good brothers in Kuantan for what they've done to help and support me along the way of my life.... You all are really my great buddies, man! Yoo.....! Thank You! Arigato! Kamsahamida! Terima Kasih!

Friends Gathering for CNY Celebration 2010! Happy.......


Jiunn Yong (Vietnamese), Lyrise (Ngo Jie) & Eunice (Ah Zhen Jie)


Eating KFC at Teluk Cempedak


My Best Friends in Kuantan....=)






Calvin & Eunice (Ah Zhen Jie) =)


Calvin & Ngo Jie... !!! Wakaka!


Calvin & Cheng Hong =)


Watching "财神到”at East Coast Mall, Kuantan with Hometown friends! =)

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

-My Travelling Journey (2nd Part) - Enjoy =)

Continue......

10/02/2010, Vri's Birthday Celebration at KamJing,Kampar.

The next day after our Reunion Dinner, all of us were rushing to pack our stuff and belongings to back to our respective hometown for Chinese New Year celebration and family gathering for 团圆饭. At the same time, we will not forget our dear little sister's great day also, "Her birthday".... so, all of us had plan to celebrate her birthday during the next morning before we left Kampar.

Happy Birthday, Vri! U're a Great Sister..... 加油!




9/02/2010,CNY Reunion Dinner at 好吃火锅店, Kampar.

After the V-Camp, we had our Reunion Dinner at a steamboat shop called "好吃火锅店"... At this moment, all of the committees of the V-Camp were all fallen ill, but we still make our very best and work our very max to have fun during the Reunion Dinner because we knew that it is not an easy chance for all of us to come together as a big family to eat reunion dinner!!!

All of us were very very "Hot" because of the weather and the atmosphere there, at the same time, all of us were very enjoy and fun while we were eating steamboat and playing games that lead by Bro Cruz. Praise God! Thank you Joyce for the arrangement of the Reunion Dinner!

在金宝,“好吃火锅店”! ! !


大团圆!我们的新年团圆饭。。。。 新年快乐!










5/02/2010 - 7/02/2010, V Camp at Adelyn Resthouse,Gopeng.

Very Happy that I've this chance to back to Hope Kampar for this V-Camp so called " A Sheep's Life". Indeed, Hope Kampar had grew little by little as many new faces of friends are coming in one by one..... It's so happy to knew new friends in this V-Camp.

In this camp, I'm one of the committee too, I'm the photographer! Haha, my job scope was very easy only, just to took as many photos as I can. Thank You, Miller the chairperson and the team for the efforts in organizing in this camp. You've done a very great job.In addition, on that day, I shared my testimony... to testify God's goodness in my life... all glory to God! =)

For those who had miss out this camp, it's ok! Do join us for upcoming activities....



















2/01/2010, Bro Doh's Wedding At SitiaWan.

Congratz & Happy Marriage to Bro Doh and Sis Adelyn!!! =)



Smart & Handsome Brothers Are Here! =)








24/12/2009 - 27/12/2009, Christmas Celebration & Klang Trip.

~In Hope Serdang Church~

*Brotherly Hood Spirit*


It's Christmas!!!! Merry Christmas, Brothers!


Nevaeh and Me...!!




~ShopPing MaLLs & ReStAuRaNt~

Talented Hope Bros & Sis, Having arrow shooting skills now!


Creative! Beer Bottles as Christmas Tree Deco =)


Enjoying "Big Jug Teh Ping" at Wong Kok!




We Were "Hired"..... to promote Wong Kok Restaurant! Hehe...


We had went for a Nice movie, so called" Avatar"!!! =)


Edward and Me...hoping to have Senouncer Doggie!!!


*We are back to 80's, the olden days! Enjoying most Famous Dry "Bak Kut Teh" located in Klang* Whoa, seems to experience the elders feel in an old restaurant, enjoying chinese tea!!!







21/12/2009 - 23/12/2009, Cameron Highlands.

Joyful Family of Hope Kampar! =) We are just Who we Are!

~At Apartmen~

Happy BiRtHdAy.... Rich Woman...!!!! Celebration of Ping Ping Birthday =)

~Tea Farm~

Tea Farm Family! =)




It's so so so "GREEN" and "FRESH".... !!!! Just wanna stay here!


Titanic!!! YOU JUMP, I JUMP....! =) (Jump Mountain Version) =O


Ping Ping, the rich woman! HAHA... And I'm her "Servant"!


Calvin & Esther! =)


Enjoying the scenery of the mountains.... it's just like the "green pasture"...!


Red leaves tree.... Somehow like having autumn season here!!

~StrawBerry Farm~



Special Edition... Hope Kampar CNY Album Cover RM59.90!
Come get one, before it's too LATE!


Here we comes.... Super Model! =)




Me and Sushi.... CNY Feel!


Yea.... We are "StormRider".... Haha....!


We are "Berries" Family!!! Come eat me, ba!!!


Me and Kim in A Strawberry Farm, but it looks like a Vege Farm, right!!! =0


Me and Chad, back to the past!!! Ultraman!