-Bad Day- Sad

Today, 29th July 2009 (Wednesday), was my 2nd presentation of my Y2S1 which is the Communication Research Method. As today, I also have to face my midterm test for CRM which also contain 15% >>>> this make me more worse as I am running out of time to study for the midterm test (Lecture 1 until Lecture 8) where I have to prepare my power point slide, practice presentation and also prepare for another assignment which is the assignment 4 for movie poster.

Arghhhhhhhhhhh................ all things comes together..... and the dateline is today, it is quite difficult for me to manange , BUT, I believe that I can........ at last, I made it to finish all things and being well repared for my presentation and also manage to do revision for my midterm, although is not so complete .......

And I grab hold the believe that I have peace in God who gives me strength to really overcome all assignments and victory is within me...... As this, I never nervous before for each prsentations for this semester because I have peace and wisdom from God..........

As I finish my midterm that day during the morning class at 11am, I just thank God that my midterm test is not that hard nor easy but I manage to write something out, so I just trust God and my ability.. that I am able to score. Well, after that will be my presentation....

During the presentation, I am very confident in speaking to the public about what I am presenting because I really put much effort on it....... and this title "Love Life" campaign is a title that really touch my heart to do, so I just go for it until the end!!!!

So, who knows "What happen today?".... Haiz!!!!!

My computer technical problems reveals, and I took about 15 mins to deal with that "STUPID" mouse" ...... and this lead me to begin my presentation at 2.50pm... it supposed to be 2.30pm, but we came in late ...... Haiz............

BUT, this is not the things that discourage me because I know , this is just the beginning, I hvnt start my prsentation......>>>>> After my presentation, I thank God...... the first thing my tutor said to me are "Well, very good presentation", I appreciate it!!!! and "You are a very Good Speaker"...... I supposed to be glad to hear that.......... But, who knows what happens next????

She suddenly asked me a question " What the relevancy of this research to you????? ">>>>> then, I keep on answer her question calmy with rational facts and also define my reasons but for her, it seems not so logic, so it was a very discourage comment to me as I really make my effort to listen to each and every presenters' presentation and her comments towards them..... HAIZ!!!!!!!

At last, I also give thanks to God, that today other than that discourage comment, actually everything goes well, and basically this is a small matter, but I seems to be perfectionist, so the discouragement maybe seems to be hurt my mood on that moment.....

Lastly, the most happening scene is this, where today my presentation tooks 50 mins included technical problems....... it supposed to be 30 mins per individual, and this lead to one of my classmate have to rush her presentations in 10 mins time as the teacher requires her....
Actually, this is the most "Guilty, Sad, Discourage, " incidents that happens on me today........ "She" today scolded me for being presenting for about one hour long >>>> and she actually very angry about that and also very frustrated wanted to burst out.......... At this moment, I had nothing to say, really nothing to say............. because I am indeed make her lost of sufficient time to present................. REALLY, REALLY , REALLY VERY SORRY X100 !!!!!!!!!

-SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORRRRRYYYYYYYYYYYY- I DID NOT MEAN TO DO THAT!!!!!

Until now, my life seems "TIRED" just like want to shout for a "STOP" and to have a long rest!!!!
"Life" is not easy, But to "Live" is far more not easy!!!! So, friends .... let your life live to the fullest ones, dont ever wasted your life just like that, go ahead do whatever meaningful you can!!!!!

Finally, I still come to the principle of "Leave it, Let go AND Let God!!!!" together with "Don't worry, Be Happy!!!" ..........>>>>>>> So, dun worry about me, I am not that weak,here just to tell you that I will not fall because of this, instead I still believe I can achieve good results in my both CRM midterm and presentation......... I, Calvin will wait for the "MIRACLES TO HAPPEN">>>>>>>>>> it is coming forth!!!!!

Here, just to encourage all my friends,juniors, seniors, brothers and sisters, continue

"JIA YOU"..... FOR EACH AND EVERY FAILURE IS NOT AN END TO YOU, BUT IS A NEW START TO THE STEPS OF SUCCESS!!!!!! >>>>>

Calvin here, support you and if you needed my help, here I am if I can..........GAMBATE:P !!!!!